.October 3, 2005 ' 22:18 Y
it was ok today. though class is not that fun now, i think i can tahan la. jie and gloria waited for me in the canteen cuz my class got into trouble.. hai. normal ar. den had lunch in school and den off to tampines!! took picture with my mr big potato chip!! so nice! and we took neoprints! there's a new clan in town.. its called
suicidal gurls. haha. just got that name from nowhere and now theres a new clan!! ~weet weet! after all that lameness, gloria had to go off and i was flying my way to sarah's to continue more lameness.. when we got there, i uploaded my picture with mr big potato chip and talked about stuff.. den i got a "novel" from someone very special.. but one of things is that i haTeD this novel. it made me cry.. haiz.. let me summarise it in a way.
there's a gurl name natalie, she had this really deep crush with this really cute guy call matt. but natalie couldnt do anything because she has a boyfriend who she loves alot and would do anything to get them back together. despite having to love someone who she thinks she could have, she acts as though she was really fine with the things that he does around her like telling her he was falling for this gurl and that. but matt was just plain DUMB and STUPID to not know that she actually had feelings for him. matt liked natalie too but he too could not do anything as he knows the type of gurl natalie is.>she would jump off a cliff to get her relationship with her bf back to normal.!!< weird gurl. but the funny thing is that she still holds on to him eventhough he thought he had given up on her. matt cant simply get over nat. nat has a younger sister called natasha. tasha knew her sister top to bottom, inside-out! when matt got to know tasha, he THOUGHT he had found a new gurl to love. and tasha was simply gullible as she did not know what to do. when she got to know that matt was falling for her, she was afraid that she would fall for him. eventhough tasha knows her sister well, there's one particular thing that she doesnt know. when she was "together" with matt, her sister STILL had feelings for him. tasha STUPIDLY asked her sister, nat for help. she asked her wheter she should go for it. so nat said you tell him how you feel. if you think you would want him, go for it. if not tell him what you really feel about having a relationship.. so tasha did do what she was told to.. things was going well for tasha until one day she stepped upon her sister's bedroom door crying.. she was clueless in her situation. she didnt know what she was doin.(no! she did not get herself pregnant w matt!) things wasnt really that smooth as matt just LEFT without telling her why. she was drenched and soaked with tears!one day, when nat was out.. she fell upon her diary. tasha got to find out that nat had ALOT of feelings for matt but didnt want to tell her and tell MATT himself! tasha was furious when she found out because her sister simply lied to her and even asked her to go with what she felt when he was with her. tasha was seriously mad with nat not because of loving for the guy that tasha loved. BUT to ask her younger sister to go for someone that she loved!! tasha couldnt take the words her sister told her. and now both tasha and nat is single.nat's bf is another DUMB jackass and as for tasha, she's learning not to fall easily into soft sand. now, tasha thinks that nat is faking thhe way she feels for matt as she doesnt trust her sister 101% any longer but jus 100%. she is still very angry with nat though. and now i havent finish reading the book...
well.. thats the end of the novel. or at least where i stop reading.. how STUPID can NAT and MATT get!?!? gosh! dumb people! i cant stand this novel!! *sheesh!* okies.. i think i'm gonna stop here for now. till den so long & goodnight mortals!